Sometimes we were conditioned to neglect other people who are in need.

It wasn't because people didn't care but sometimes ti was the insecurity sense people had gained throughout the living conditions around our state and capital. Especially when we didn't know the person in need and we didn't even spend enough time to take a good look at surroundings.

We had became self-focused and only concerned on our own well-being.

In this society, we call this type of people 'sell fish' people.

This is me today.

Just when i passed through the secured lobby front door. I had neglected a woman who was helping an older lady out of the car. I almost didn't realize the need of keeping the door opened for her. Just because of I didn't want to lose my few minutes. I had caused people to think of this world as a cold world.

I wish I could help you even if i do not know you personally and I wished the many guards in the guard room would have helped out. They were chatting happily in the guard room without any initiative to help out. It's really depressing.

I learned a lesson today. When i stepped into the same lift as them. I felt the constant staring and the unspoken feelings of them conveyed to me.

I just want to say SORRY for not being a good neighbor.
The change must be started in ourselves.