Thursday, November 25, 2010

没有进展。。。因为什么都没有做。。。

心痛。。。因为你不知道我就在门的背后。。。。。。。

我发现我越来越像个白痴。。。。。。。。。。痴痴的等。。。。真像个傻瓜。。。。。。。

到底我要付出什么代价。。。。。。。。。。。。。才能够。。。。。。

和你在一起

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Yesterday after i came back from Malacca......i saw you going out at almost 5pm.........u were wearing dark shirt....dashed through...i only saw your shadow...Lol...and then at 7 something i found your car was parked there.....wondering where you been to and with who............why not me.......

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I am not good enough for you......

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I saw you at 8.36am...Good morning lady

9.44pm now...Hope your dinner warm your stomach...and have a good night sleep.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

8.19早上。。。醒来第一个看到的是你。。。身穿深色衣服匆匆走过。。。

我的心到底会不不会爆炸?????你把我的心填得那么满。。。

看到你。。。我真的会头晕晕的咧。。。

谁来救救我啊!!!!!!!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

30 october星期六 一点38分, 看见你匆匆出门去了。

十月三十一号,也就是万圣节那一天, 下午四时许, 我们见面了。 我把文件交给你,你却交给了我那我爱吃的食物。那一整天 甚至到如今我都还记得那是多么的好吃。

十一月二号 1am 看见你那一秒钟的风采。

十一月三号 凌晨 看见你的车子回来了。 期待着那一秒钟却在1am 没看见你,但是感觉到你走过, 虽然被那柱子给挡住了。

十一月四号 1am 刚刚看见你走过。只有两公尺的距离。 也就只有那一秒钟的触觉。

不知道几时才能重逢。。。

最近一直打喷嚏, 不知道你是否也想着我。

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Mountain Climbing

Mountain Climbing is a tough physical activity which requires a lot of vitality, determination and the spirit of persistence to achieve to the top. It is not just a sport but it also cultivate the strong human spirit which inspire us to never give up if we want to achieve something. The process of reaching the top might be suffering but we must hang on there if we can. Never give excuses to ourselves and only think of the goal or destination that we are going to reach. In our mind, we can always imagine how beautiful our final destination is. For all the hard work we put in, it gives us back the pleasurable experience once we got up there. I believe every step we take is worth it.

Besides, when we are half way up the mountain and we look back down, it might scare us but we got to hold on and believe in ourselves. Nothing is impossible as the popular saying goes. We do not need to train to become Jackie Chan before we can hit the road to mountain climbing. Just take the challenge to climb a small mountain and we on the road to become a mountain climber. No mountain is too high to climb, it is only us who should decide whether we are going to climb it or not. If we had chosen to, by all means we should focus wholeheartedly to achieve the top and of course not to miss out the scene along the journey and to have a company would be a better experience as well. Nothing beats a good company while you are doing things you like.

Perhaps for the fore-mentioned details are what i understood from the articles i read or from the tv show i had came to witness. Nevertheless, by mentioning all these benefits of mountain climbing is not enough to inspire anyone. Just take the step out to the mountain and be the inspiration you want to see in the world.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Love Game

Ever wonder who is the person that defined love as a game? Is the inventor a male or female? You bet you can never know. Laugh my A^^ out. If love is a game, would you call it a healthy game or game than rotten people. Well, depends on players and just like sports such as basketball and soccer, there are always good and bad players. Bad players know how to play faulty games and not getting noticed. However, there surely will be true sportsmen that appreciate the game.

Love game is interesting as in there is no rules and theory for the game. All the things we know about love could be abstract. For me, love is a never ending game. No players in love would wish the game to end. Just as the saying goes, "love till the end of time", that is it when love exist as non-existence, and the spirit of love still exist. This is too abstract to be defined as to when will love end. It shall never end no matter what circumstances because love is the game that should never end when the process is most important in a love game. all in all, love game must be a fair game, because if you truly love someone, you wouldn't ask for anything in return. So, why does anyone want to play faults in a love game. It just doesn't make sense. Unless the person is not playing a love game but just playing a game of destruction by ruining souls and spirits on our lovely living continents and spaces.

Love game is the game to play and shall never end until forever......

Element

If talking isn't a pleasure to one, writing should be the one. Everyone should express oneself in ways that do not harm others. That's my personal belief. Let's talk about Programming. This activity called Programming really isn't what i used to thought it is. I thought it is an activity that would allow me to manipulate things and being the privileged one that could access to something others would not have rights to do. It is partially true but to add more meaning to this activity, it is how a Programmer will need to squeeze the brain juice just to think of a perfect solution at the point of creating a Program, part by part, with helping the end users in mind.

This is no simple task at all, it is an honorable thing to do. I began to realize how much sacrifices are needed to be a good programmer. Skill really doesn't fall from the sky. It surely takes practices and time to think and to sharpen the AXE of programming. Since in life, we couldn't manipulate humans, in programming it at least could satisfy the need to manipulate things. How things could go if you know the way to do it, and there are always better ways. Choices and choices to make, and just mirroring the philosophy of life. LOOP is one thing many people do in life. I just want to skip the loop and get into a healthier loop that could change my life. What the method and function needed to achieve this? Would you be my element? I truly wish that an element like you could live on forever..........

How could i be your element? I know it isn't easy. I just have to think through during the sleepless nights.

Well, good night, my element.

Lie Not

It's a quarter after one and i need you now. You wonder if you ever crossed my mind? It happens all the time. Been thinking about the phrase " honesty is the best policy" but it doesn't work in Sales. It doesn't always work that way. I don't used to lie. I can proudly say that i seldom lie and during times that i need to lie, i would just prefer to remain silent and keep my mouth shut. Rather than spit out lies that would hurt my soul and betray other souls.

No matter how honest one person could be, there's always lies been told in the process of growing up until we reach a stage and realized lie doesn't make do with an honorable life one could have. For me, i think that human race really shouldn't lie, i know i sound corny here but why should one lies to one and another and keep making mental note to oneself that we must remember what we said in order not to be exposed about our insincerity that we have to hide something from another human, even though it was from a good standpoint. Many people may argue that they lied for good and it is always better if someone didn't know about something. Even so, there really isn't a need to lie. We should just avoid the topic instead of telling lies.

Not that i haven't been lied that i still hold such firm stance about not lying even when it is needed, i just think it would be a vicious cycle if we chose so to lie to the dearest one or loved ones. it isn't fair to everyone. Lie doesn't make you feel good. Just not the thing for me. I have seen liars' faces, they don't look good at all, as if i could see a wolf or fox beneath their human masks. What is the point of living a life full of lies when you are going into the coffin one day and all the people who knew you remember nothing real about you but the lies. You get noted for things that do not belong to you, deep down you just know that. No matter how hard you tried to make yourself believe you are good. Conscience is something human cannot get rid of one way or another.

Here i make my vouch to not to lie to my dearest and loved ones including family members, relatives, friends, and of course the dearest to my heart. You may not know it, but you took a whole lot of weight in my heart, that's why my heart always sink because of you.
Forgiveness is also important in the process of learning not to lie. After all, lie is one Mass Destruction Weapon, if we love peace, we shall stay away from it.
1.04 凌晨。。。。。你回到家了。。。。。我却。。。。。
还在担心。。。。。。

不太知道为什么
away的妳。。。。。。怎么回到家了。。。。。。

我被你骗了。。。。。。。。。

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